Written by: @beautyharbour | Image by: Getty Images
When you do a procedure like surgery or filler that changes how you look significantly or even slightly, there is a loss of identity which can challenge your mental health significantly. A psychotherapist described it as a deep grief for a self which seems to have permanently disappeared.
Before and after pictures are the hallmark of cosmetic procedures and we all love them. But there is a dark side no one talks about, the REGRET. I was a victim, and it wasn’t even a major procedure, but that experience let me know I’d be a terrible candidate for any permanent cosmetic procedure that significantly changes my appearance.
Want to know what sparked this realisation for me, here’s my personal regret story:
In September of 2022, I decided to have fillers done in my nasolabial folds. I am over 40 and my face is much more hollow than it was when I was younger so I booked an appointment.
I took my before pictures and the Doctor offered suggestions on what might be helpful for my face. Thankfully I stuck to my initial plan and was conservative and decided on only getting it in my nasolabial folds.
The procedure was flawless, I didn’t have any reactions or side effects. I was a bit swollen but that was to be expected. Bute here’s the catch, I hated it. I hated everything about it .
A few days after the procedure every time I looked in the mirror my face looked deformed. I could see the difference between what I looked like before and what now horrified me. So instead of looking better, I felt I looked worse.
Curious to see if I was alone in how I felt, I started doing research to see if there were others who felt the same, and the results are interesting:
Common reasons for regret
- The results didn’t match their expectations – 33%
- Encountered complications – 24%
- Didn’t pay attention to possible side effects –17%
- Felt less confident than prior to surgery – 13%
- Regret spending the money – 8%
3 Reasons Why Regret Is So Common?
- The most common reason was lack of research into the procedure. So there wasn’t thorough understanding or realistic expectations going in.
- The second reason was fully depending on the advice of the surgeon or the practitioner and not getting at least a second opinion on what would work best.
- The final reason was relying on the results that others who had the procedure, and expecting it to be the same for them.
Recommendations
- Before you decide on going ahead with any procedure, read up about it to find out the best and worst-case scenarios so that you can decide if you can live with it.
- Get multiple opinions so as to be sure the information you’re receiving is accurate. Assuming you will get the same results as your friends, is a recipe for disaster because you are not the same.
How do I feel about my face now?
I can safely tell you that I am okay with how it looks. It’s been just over 6 months since I had the filler done and except for some occasions when I feel a bit off, my face looks normal to ME. Why do I emphasise ‘Me’? Because all the time where I felt I looked deformed, no one noticed a difference; even my own mother didn’t notice any change in my face.
Would I have fillers done in the future? Highly unlikely, considering how I felt after the procedure.
What is your experience, if any, with cosmetic procedures? Let me know in the comments